" It was not worth to lose all I lost and could never got back. I had a life that I liked and terminated for someone. "

I think this was key and probably what sets our experiences apart. I didn't have a life I was really that happy with, or happy enough with that it felt like a sacrifice.

Sad but true, which probably explains the eventual positive outcomes of both.

You know I hadn't really thought about that too much until your comment, so thank you:)